stantasio

I do believe I just suddenly stumbled upon an answer to one of my often self asked questions. Which would be, why does it feel like I'm more then one person at times. And it suddenly came to me while envisioning myself batling my troubles one by one to music, call it brief momentary meditation. Anyway as I took down one after another multitudes could be seen in the horizon, and a second me jumped over my back to help, thanks to a violin/guitar duet none the less, and eventually at least three O me. Then I realized I have possibly been more then one, because the one would be outnumbered by his self. I know, I know, it sounds wierd and possibly

I know deviant art might not like it much, but this is something I have to say. Logical my background and area I grew up in wouldn't make for the personality traits I have. I grew up for a short time with my grandfather somewhat sheltered, which would have left me extremely open to being molded by any one factor in growing up. Be it whether the people I knew or the simple "somewhat ghetto" location I grew up in. "They" always say that you can guess who someone is based on their freinds, and yet with the freinds I had I shoulda been a drugee, or a dropout, or a sex craved teen or at least an alcoholic. But no, I stayed my own course, I slowl

I don't know why, but at times certain thoughts happen as if I'm two people. I mean, more often then not I cheer myself up when I'm down, my own little personel pep talk. When I was younger I use to think that maybe I could have like a split personalityy disorder yet both personality's were so close together in similarities that it would be near impossible to tell them appart. It almost shocks myself to see me switch from "wise advice mode" to "playfull goofball" to "scheeming no good doer". Not that I actually carry through on the later one... ever. But it's there. I must say even if it sounds wierd, I never have been able to explain my "per